do you remember?

scenario:

we used to be good friends. talk a lot. hang out a lot.
then we stopped. it was my fault.
a few months later we started to talk again.
then a special event came up. i wanted you to know i remembered.
but you were always so busy. made no time for me.
i get it. it was my fault from the start.
still i wish you wouldn't brush me off.
i know i'm not important anymore.
but i'm just saying...

what to do?
let it go.
breathe in and out.
wait.
be patient.
decide what's next...

"MAMIHLAPINATAPAI"
-a look shared by 2 people with each wishing that the other will initiate something that both desire but which neither one wants to start.




ps- do you remember me?